Monday, March 05, 2012

Honestly, who are you to run my life? Who are you to decide what I should study. Who are you to choose my career path? Who gave you the right to comment on my choice in university? Oh sorry. Comment is too light a word. How about degrade? Scorn at? Show clear distaste about?

What is wrong with studying the subject I love, EVEN IF I DIDN'T GET A FREAKING DAMN A FOR IT. And just because I got an A for math, does NOT mean I should be taking accountancy instead. SERIOUSLY?! What kind of screwed up logic is that? Oh and for the record, an A for GP does not mean I should be taking law instead either. That one exam may determine which uni course I can get, but it does not determine where my true strength lies nor does it determine what I should be doing. Who knows, that one A I got could have been pure luck. And thanks to your deluded and unsubstantiated conclusion, I may end up making the wrong decision, making my university life a living hell. So let my do what I want, not for you to decide. And if I have made my decision, for goodness sake, just bloody hell respect it. Don't lament over every damn second how I should be doing other courses or how I am making the wrong choice. Let me make my own decision and regret MY own decision. Because you have nothing to lose if I were to follow your advice and take another course. Don't think I don't know you already have a way out of this. If I were to fail badly in university due to the lack of interest in studying whatever you told me to, you can just shirk off all responsibility by saying that I am "not working hard enough" or "playing too much in choir/too involved in Japanese class". No I won't fall for that.

Anyway, my mind is set. Should I be able to handle more in the future, I shall consider that retarded proposal of yours...

rambled on 3/05/2012 10:15:00 pm

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