1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Erm... "Orh"
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? To do well in studies and get a good job!
3. What will your dream wedding be like? Trouble-free, Mess-free and happy :D
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? quite?
5. What is your ideal lover like? haha have not decided yet :D
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Hmm... both would be nice :D haha but loving would be nicer.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? see first..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? maybe wait for a while first? it may not last long... hehehe..
9. Is being tagged fun? of course :D
10. How do you see yourself in ten years' time? whatever will be, will be, the future's not ours to see...
11. Who are currently the most important people to you? everyone around me
12. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? a very very nice person :D can talk to easily and definitely can confide in. haha! XD would never ever regret making such a friend. :)
13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? T-T why liddat de?!
14. What's the first thing you do every morning? *slaps ownself*
15. Would you give it all in a relationship? maybe...
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? depends
17. What type of friends do you like? ehhh... i dunno! haha!
18. What type of friends do you dislike? ehh also dunno!
ppl! i'm going camping! Outward Bound School CAMP. OH MY TIAN. its called OBS camp!!! ahhhh! my goddd~ if i ever make it through this day! i will xie tian xie di xie da jia!!! oh welll.. wish me luck! 5 days of no civilization, no hp, no comp, no choir, no anime, no taiwan! wish me luck~~
omg i need to say this! I love my dad and i think he is the best dad in the whole world! i feel like total shit now and i really gotta thank my dad for helping me... again it starts wif my mother being all "oh you better live up to my expectation cos the whole world owes me" kinda attitude and you know how much i hate tt bloody ass talk. she keeps saying i'm putting 0% effort into my studies and spend too much time playing on the comp. for fuck's sake. i do study. and i've been crying on countless nights for the hellish math. i DID go through the paper and i DID all i can. but you cant expect me to do EVERYTHING in one day can ya? "no! i dun wanna hear all this bullshit! you say you have done your homework? so what? you have not done the entire math textbook! you did not buy some exercise book to practice on! i see no effort being put in! you are banned from using that stupid computer of yours! the computer will bring you nowhere in life! only studies can bring you far in life!"
RIGHT. and i see you doing well? if i'm not wrong, a few days ago i asked you to help me with some questions and erm wad was that answer? OH RIGHT. you said you did not know how to do! and dare to call me stupid? i dunno! but what gives you the right to say me when you yourself do not know how to do? at least dad was nice enough to stay with me for that 2 long hours and try to understand with me! even though we fully did not get it but somehow i got the rough idea! at least he was nice enough to treat me like his daughter! at least he spends time to even ask me how my day was!
while i was at the study table figuring out my math, you were up there in your room sleeping with that other darling daughter of yours! and have you ever seen the effort i put in?! you always say i come home and slack. you always say i never put in effort. you always say i do not have self discipline! but have you ever even noticed that i have been trying to please you?! have you even took the effort to see the progress i make everyday? all you want is the sudden change! all you care about is the results! today when i was practicing the piano. dad sat behind me to listen. when i was done he said i improved a little. do you know how happy i was? then you had to come in and ask him why he wasted his time listening to a piece that was not even worth listening to? you had to comment on how many mistakes i made? yes i know its not perfect! i'm sorry i'm not the prodigy you always wanted. i'm sorry ok?
while i'm up there crying in my room, all you can do is sit in front of the tv and continue on with your life. as if i've never existed. then you finally come up and ask me to eat dinner. for once i thought you actually cared for me. but then it was all a lie. it seems that dad didn't want to eat because he knew i wasnt going to eat dinner. he was waiting for me to eat with him. you know he cannot skip a meal because of his medication so you want me to eat. at that moment i did not know what to think of. i did not want to eat. but i couldn't be so selfish as to starve my dad, the dad who i owe so much to...
i think i'm gonna have another nightmare tonight... oh great... haiz... see la! everything is all cos of my studies. let's juz solve this problem once and for all: demolish MOE
It'a 11.33 in the night. You're bored. What do you do? do quiz la~~~ haha frm kyu's blog!
1. Do you wish to get married? ... ya
2. What is your favourite animal? Dogs
3. Who is the person you trust the most? Me, myself XD
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? you think leh?
5. Who is the person that you confide in? Secret.
6. Are you satisfied with yourself? NOOOO
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? er.. my life?
8. Do you believe in eternity love? not really
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide? er no.
10. What do you like about yourself? hmm... I know how to spend money :D
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half? lalala...
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? ah-bur-den?
13. Do you treasure your family? yaa
14. What do you dislike the most? sister *eeeee*
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you? shhhhhhh
16. What do you regret most in life? not putting enough effort into studies!
17. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye? erm.. friendly?
18. Do you love your friends? yepp
19. Which date you like the most? everyday :D
20. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be? to get straight A's
21. Who are the most important people to you in your life? everyone i know?
___________________________________________
[10] Firsts; First best friend: Grace (yea u heard tt!) First screenname: wads tt? First pet: fish... it died... First piercing: ear First crush: *ahem* First CD: fei lun hai First car: toy car frm macdonald First love: got meh? huh got ar? First place called home: pasir panjang
[9] Lasts; Last beverage: Ice Mountain Pure Drinking Water.lol... Last movie seen: err... final fantasy (see previous post) Last phone call: Mum Last song you listened to: wu ding Last bubble bath: last year during holiday Last time you cried: ytd. while watching show Last thing you ate: Dinner Last bad thing you did: hehe its a really bad thing. cannot say.
[8] Have you evers; Have you ever dated one of your best friends: nooooo Have you ever skinny-dipped: no! Have you ever been on a limo: er limo taxi yes. real limo, no. Have you ever cheated: duh Have you ever been in love: no. honest. Have you ever been in an accident: ya. i bang into someone everyday. Have you ever broken a bone: nooo. tt would be scary.
[7] Things you are wearing; 1. shirt 2. pants 3. specs 4. er 5. err 6. errr 7. errrr
[6] Things you've done today; 1. go to school 2. sleep 3. play comp 4. play piano 5. complain how life is so sian 6. watch anime
yay! juz came back frm the dog training talk frm school. NOT. the bloody thing juz canceled and now i'm stuck to watchin final fantasy. AGAIN. this is like the 4th time i'm watching it? oh well. i think it was pretty gd since i've not watched it for like a year le. later got piano and then math. my goddd. die already i tell you!!! i dun feel like going sia.
OH MY GODD I CANT BELIEVE HOW BLUR I AM! ok my first fav anime was ccs as most of u know.. then i like the songs there esp purachina which was sung by SAKAMOTO MAAYA. Then i watched tsubasa chronicles and loved the song Loop sung by SAKAMOTO MAAYA. then i watched the ova and like the song saigo no kajitsu sung by SAKAMOTO MAAYA. then i also love ouran high where haruhi is voiced by SAKAMOTO MAAYA. oh and the CCS movie 2- the sealed card, the void card was voiced by SAKAMOTO MAAYA. the i bought the CLAMP in wonderland soundtrack and the song action! which is another of my fav is sung by SAKAMOTO MAAYA. ok here's the main point: I JUZ FREAKING FOUND OUT ALL THIS TODAY. my goddd how could i be so blur? i mean i knew maaya existed but i din know tt nearly quarter of the jap songs/show/whateverelse has to do wif her! my god i'm sooo blur!!!
MUAHAHA! ppl i present you wif another act cute video! haha this is the third ending of shugo chara! :D dun kill me ppl! its the show and song's fault! who ask it to be so nice?! hurrr?!
i realised i din blog for a long time! oh well anw! i know the vid is very act cute but the song is nice! hahaha! the dance is well... act cute but its also nice. and act cute. lol! did i mention its quite act cute? yea so WARNING to those who hate act cute and start ranting in the tagboard as to why i posted such a rather act cute vid. anw its from the anime shugo chara (current top anime) AND YES I KNOW THE ANIME ALSO A BIT ACT CUTE! I DUN CARE GRAWRRR! ITS JUZ DAMN FUNNY AND CUTE! lol...
omg! 命中注定我爱你 is so freaking nice!! Its getting nicer and nicer by the episodes. ESPECIALLY EPISODE 13!!! MUST WATCH. (implying to leong kyu kyu) AHHHHH!!! SUPER NICE!! 命中注定我爱你!!!
wth is the problem with little kids and A1-sized boards?! you know! today! 5 TIMES. 5 TIMES, damn freaking kids had to fall so in love wif the damn A1 sized board. In case u dun know.. A1 size is like 4 drawing block... cos like the boards were to be used for project then i brought it home la... so yea.. AND IT ALL HAPPENED ON THE WAY FROM BUGIS TO VIVO THEN HOME! first i was on the escalator at bugis mrt. a little girl saw my board and started pointing at it, wanting to see it. the mother lucky pull her away. then! then i was on the platform, a little boy ran beside me and started holding on to the board. i looked at him then the mother went to get her son back. THEN when i was in the mrt some damn girl super no face! She went to grab onto the board and started pushing it here and there. i move away she din get the hint and held on to it tighter. then i pull away from her and look at the mother. SHE BO CHUP LEH! then i so freakishly pissed held the board. THE GIRL WALK FORWARD AND STARTED TUGGING AT THE BOARD. SWINGING IT HERE AND THERE LIKE WTF? then finally a lot of ppl saw it and look at me giving me the "yes i'd be fucking pissed to if tt happened to me" look and i returned the "can the mother do something and thanks for understanding look" then finally then mother realised got some ppl staring at her she embarrassed pull her daughter away and told her "girl girl dun do tt" then the girl not happy. then she started fiddling wif a guy's bag. NOT MY PROBLEM LE. then! i went to vivo to see if got the thing i want not then when i was going down the escalator, some ang moh kid holding on to his dad was like "daddy! looky!" and pointed to my board. the freaking dad was like "yes big big! ohyes!" WTF. then on the bus home got this little boy sitting opposite me he kept staring at my board. how i know? i move the board left he follow left. i move right his eyes move right. throughout the whole journey. freaking uncomfortable and like... u feel like bashing tt kid now after wad happen today. so ppl. WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WIF KIDS AND A1 SIZED BOARDS?!
Yay! Tomorrow is a wonderful day! Cos I'm gonna meet my nhchoir buddies! wheee!!! And K them! Lol! Then night time is gou zai-ing time le.. why? cos... WAHAHAHHAHA!!!! You'll see...
