Sunday, February 19, 2012

Okay so this is the most retarded thing to happen. Got home after chorale prac, needed to go toilet. Since the toilet upstairs is cleaner, I decided to well... Go up. Then realised the maid was washing the toilet... So I went to my parent's toilet. Ooh look! Mom is bathing in the toilet! Got lazy to walk down so I waited in my room TO GO TO THE TOILET. And then... I fell asleep on my bed while waiting to go to the toilet. Slept at around 3... Woke up at 5. Wtshit -.- ?!?! And so now I am feeling abnormally high/hyper and I can't sleep! And since I decided to revive this blog, I shall blog. About this retarded incident. Yay.

Ohh and I have been talking to a few of my friends... Yes we are all anxious about the A level results. Oh nooooo >< I hate this feeling!! But I can't help it! I need to calm down. I need to chill. I need to remain steady. To make a rational decision. But the closer the day approaches, the stronger the fear gets. I have never felt so afraid my life. Not because I am afraid I didn't score well. But afraid of the disappointment I will bring to my parents, my relatives, and to me. I cannot say I have mugged very very hard for this. But I have never studied so hard my entire life and I have never felt so motivated to do well. So that last spur after prelims was all I had to pull me up and I know it wasn't much, compared to the others who started since early 2011. But I do hope it is enough to allow me to reach my goal.

I am hungry... Ok shall sleep now to pacify the growling stomach.

rambled on 2/19/2012 01:31:00 am

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