Saturday, May 12, 2007

i am:
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
depressed right now
and freakin pissed.

thx to SOME ppl
esp my mom..
thx mom for making me so freaking pissed.
happy mother's day for nothing!
u only noe how to make ppl stressed ok?
u only make ppl sad.
u only make ppl angry.
u never tried to understand.
u say u r stressed, yet i see you happily laughing wif danielle...
u say i am not working hard enough, but have you ever come home to see me work?
wadever u said have never made me happy.
when my math got 18/20 all u can say was "That's ur job, its nothing great"
but do you know that i worked so hard for tt marks was for u?
when my chem failed, you only know how to say how dissapointed u r...
but have you ever stopped to teach me at least a little so i can understand?
u see me on the comp and u say i am hopelessly addicted to the comp,
but do you see me researching on the comp? or you thought i was playing games?

sometimes i wonder if you've ever been proud of me...
or ur eyes are only for danielle?
when i got into 3F, all you could do was slap me the whole night.
but when SHE got into 3C you juz consoled her.
when i got my first B u whacked me, when SHE got her first B, you hugged her.
what is the difference between me and her?

when i passed you the letter for the NJC test juz now, all you could say was " you got in ar? you better get in, i dun care or you are a hopeless case already."

why?

nvm...forget abt all of these...
i shall juz stop complaining now...
btw its not only my mom tt made me angry...

rambled on 5/12/2007 03:22:00 pm

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